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… I swear I'm not dead. Also, LIST.

- I switched from Asia Pacific Studies to Modern World History
- Random desire to go long-distance trail riding. This is something I would absolutely fail at, given that I'm still terrified of horses (despite having learned that they don't want to go over the side of cliffs any more than I do). Other random desires include walking from Preston to Goole, doing the Coast to Coast, and doing the PCT. Again, these are all things I would fail miserably at. 'Cept maybe Preston to Goole, since that's only around 85 miles.
- Insecurity levels are reaching critical mass in several areas. Blah blah wanting to feel wanted blah blah stuff blah goes here tl;dr I need to get over myself and eat more bananas. Bananas are good.
- Tomorrow I am going to buy more bananas.
- I wanna cosplay again (GASP?!) but idk when or where.
- Planning on going to the US during the summer, and the only thing semi-confirmed is that I'mma going to see Emi. I'd like to see other people, too, but idek anymore. Uh, if anybody has any input, feel free?
- I'd really really really like to go someplace quiet and scenic and by myself where I can maybe force myself to write the things I've been wanting to write for almost a year now. I would also like that sentence to have more grammar. Alas, we cannot always get what we want.
- … Which is to say that I'm lazy. SIGH.
- Alas is my favourite word right now, likely because I've been re-reading Lord of the Rings.
- I HAVE A CUNNING PLAN and this cunning plan doubles as a new year's resolution (and is therefore 50% doomed to failure before I even begin). Next semester I am going to endeavour to start ALL the coursework way in advance, so that I can perhaps proceed to spend the rest of the year procrastinating a lot. I mean. Perfecting them to perfection.
- Plurk is making me 8(. See previous comments about getting over myself.
- ANYWAY I have 2500 words to write about Japan and westernization, and they're not going to write themselves (which is a damned shame, really). So.

Clocks will run more quickly during free time.

Because I A) love art of my characters/storylines and B) CAN'T DRAW, I occassionally (*cough*) get commissions done. This was cost me £2. PLEASE NOTE that the coloring is failish because I did it myself; the sketch looks really good on its own.

The character is Aella from the RP Sabra La Tau. SHE IS ACTUALLY YUFFIE, just. A temporary AU version for an event? And, why, yes, I totally did use Misao from RK as a template. 8D;;

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In other news, I have a 2500 word essay on Japan and Westernization due in on Thursday. I have around 600 words done already, and enough ideas that I can probably reach the limit, or at least thereabouts. Once that and the related presentation (also on Thursday) are over and done with, I'll be free to go home.